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I hate my family...

i cant stand this place anymore. every time i feel happiness they have to try and ruin it all. I'm so tired of living here. i want out. i don't care where i have to go i just want to leave. begging for change on the streets sounds better than being here...they are so negative, no matter what i do its not good enough for them. i blame them for my anxiety, now its even effecting me when i'm not at home, everywhere i go this constant stress eats away at me...i cant fucking take it anymore

S+S+A=FOREVER

Life is so full of darkness and hurt, but I found a small light that makes it all worth while. They are my everything. I thought I would never feel love again but it came back to me and smacked me in the face, making me remember what it was like. Her name is Ashen, and His name is Steven. And they are the two people that will save me. 

Autumn Yates : Ashen Veturra, whatever you want to call her, she is beautiful. She's been my best friend since I can remember, we've been close than I think I could ever be with anyone for so long now that I can't even imagine living without her. And now, she's so much more than just a friend. She is my life, I love her so much and I don't think she'll ever know it. For so many years now I wished she could be mine and now she is. Ashen + Scarlet=Forever <3

Wow I look fat in this pic lol. Anyway, this is Steven and I, in all my life I never thought that I would find a guy as perfect as him. I'd thought I'd been doomed to be with Spade for the rest of my life because he was the only guy I thought I'd ever find that was like me...until I met Steven Foster. From the moment I laid on eyes on him I knew I was in love. He is so perfect for me in more way than one. Now that I have him without him I would die. He is my reason to live, and the light I finally found in this cruel world. Steven + Scarlet = FOREVER. <3

Without these two amazing people my life would no longer have a meaning. I have found the light and the reason to go on. 

S+S+A=FOREVER <3