I hate my family...

i cant stand this place anymore. every time i feel happiness they have to try and ruin it all. I'm so tired of living here. i want out. i don't care where i have to go i just want to leave. begging for change on the streets sounds better than being here...they are so negative, no matter what i do its not good enough for them. i blame them for my anxiety, now its even effecting me when i'm not at home, everywhere i go this constant stress eats away at me...i cant fucking take it anymore