I don't know who I am anymore. I'm starting to think I really do have multi-personality disorder, it's the personalities contradict themselves so much there's a constant battle playing within me. I hate this. I wish I wasn't so stressed all the time. I wish I could post a blog about something happy for once. It's just, happiness doesn't really happen too often anymore. My boyfriend tried coming over today. He called nonstop and rang the doorbell like crazy, I hid in the bathroom until he went away. I'm breaking up with him Monday. I need some serious time alone, to think about who I am. I don't even know if dating guys is right for me anymore. I don't know if anything is right for me.
My ribs hurt...
What's up with the boyfriend, is he an ass or something?
ReplyDeleteHave you talked to a therapist? It might help, if only to get shit off your chest.
It's not so much that he's an ass. He just really doesn't have much of a personality other than wanting to fuck all the time. And I think that's the only thing he wants in the relationship. And it seems like every I guy I ever date is only interested in that, if not than they are in some other state or country. The only therapist I've talked to is the one at my school who blamed all of my problems on me listening to Marilyn Manson. Resulting in us arguing to the point of me getting angry enough to flip him off and walk out of his office.
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